Now I find myself desperately wanting to play music and not having the time – how the tables turn. Physically spent a lot of time turning tables around today, maybe I jinxed myself.
I am beginning to wonder the worth in things; I have to let my feelings of desire evaporate and let music and imagination/inspiration take over. How is this fair? What about the people around me who need my time? All I do is work and come home and try and make a song. “Life, oh life”, as Des’ree would say.