Many feelings now.
I have reached 70 and am thinking about how I would have felt about being at day 70, 70 days ago. I don’t think I would have believed I could get here unscathed. In so many ways, it has been so easy, and in so many ways, it has been the most difficult thing I have ever done.
I probably would have thought that I would now be writing 3 minute a time catchy songs, but instead `I am mapping out things inside of me. I am enjoying the days when I have time and I am enjoying the moments on the days that I don’t. I wont more and more to be spending my whole waking days on this – that’s a positive feeling.
I have noticed that my work is suffering as a result of this project, that I am not applying myself in the same way. i don’t know what this means, it’s probably just a learning curve. Life is getting more full up, and my 20’s brain is finding hard to fit it all in, I hope the 30’s brain will do a better job of it.