Day 70

Many feelings now.

I have reached 70 and am thinking about how I would have felt about being at day 70, 70 days ago.  I don’t think I would have believed I could get here unscathed.  In so many ways, it has been so easy, and in so many ways, it has been the most difficult thing I have ever done.

I probably would have thought that I would now be writing 3 minute a time catchy songs, but instead `I am mapping out things inside of me.  I am enjoying the days when I have time and I am enjoying the moments on the days that I don’t.  I wont more and more to be spending my whole waking days on this – that’s a positive feeling.

I have noticed that my work is suffering as a result of this project, that I am not applying myself in the same way.  i don’t know what this means, it’s probably just a learning curve.  Life is getting more full up, and my 20’s brain is finding hard to fit it all in, I hope the 30’s brain will do a better job of it.

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